Uncountable

So this is how many number of times you've decided to ＂放我鸽子＂again? I can't think of an apt word to describe it in English and I think pangseh is a bit crude.:X

I'm really disappointed in you. After telling you so many times that I can't stand it when people choose to cancel their dates on the day itself when I have CANCELLED so many plans just to meet you. Well, if you think you're so high and mighty to deserve that, go get a pet instead. I had enough of this. It's not that I'm being some fucking unreasonable friend by restricting your freedom and whatsoever, but you should at least know the extent. Your reasons, or excuses, were purely for your own selfish gains. And add it on each time you decided to cancel on me. You think at times I don't feel like doing other more important stuff when I have already promised to meet you? But I freaking stuck to it. If you don't care, I guess I shouldn't bother anymore.

I don't owe you anything seriously. And I don't think I deserve this kind of treatment for you. I hate to tell people that I'm angry with them because I think it's freaking childish to do so. I'm getting angrier as I think about this, all alone, because ahem just has to go off and do ahem's pompous stuff. If that makes you happy, go ahead, but don't expect me to feel happy for you next time when you achieved well for that thing which you rather spend your time on. So be it.

Needed some place to channel my rants in order to continue doing my work peacefully. Inner zen. Breathe in breath out. Sorry for releasing so much negative energy here.

I, I LOVE YOU LIKE A LOVE SONG, BAY-BEH~

Nah, no intended meaning here. It's just a result of my YouTube surfing (instead of HBL) and I've decided to listen to more 'mainstream' music rather than just classicals all the time. And I downloaded so many awesome Green Day songs into my phone too! To think that they had been in my thumb drive all along and I missed their awesomeness whenever I listened to other songs! Like Macy's Day Parade, Welcome to Paradise! ... So, that 'Love You Like A Love Song' is kinda stuck in my head. Catchy tune and surprisingly, Selena'a pretty good voice! Heh.

Talking about voice, I think I'm gonna become another Xu Yue after screaming Ares cheers and HC songs for more than two hours or so.

It was another fun gathering with the Strings people yesterday, this time crashing J1s campfire! It was back to the enthusiastic times without massive workloads and love for faculty:) Especially war games! The epic-ness conveyed by the video was so nostalgic of war games last year! The guys were being such massive jokers by thrashing each other's facs and their cheers, busy singing 对面的女孩看过来... The song session was full of sweaty people and everyone has their 'high' mode switched on. And the guys came up with crazy renditions of the songs HAHA. Laughed like mad~

The orientation video!

Supposed to be Vivace, but kinda didn't light up as expected :X

The guy's big fat but blocking my view and holding onto the really pretty Ares class flag!

Realised that although HC's National Day will never be as great as Cedar's, there's campfire to compete with. Better still, our very own HC songs and dances~ and no matter which year we are in, or whether the light-up was successful. What matters most is who you're with. HCSE AND ALL THE LOVELY PPL IN IT!!:)))


And something random:

Oh, you flutter my little heart. Saw this pic on twitter BUT I DON'T KNOW WHO IS HE! D:

A last Bon Voyage

At the airport (Photo from Xu Yue :) )

Went with HCSE to send off Elissa today. And again, our 2011 batch further diminishes in size as many people had decided to quit for many different saddening reasons at different times of the year :(

It was after Elissa had entered the gantry and seeing a few people shedding some tears that I felt a bit of remorse. That I hadn't really tried to talk more to her and now, she's gone for four years or so!:( This is my first time sending someone off and it's not a good feeling. Initially, I thought it would be an easy one, just bye bye, and the world goes on. Nah, it's not that simple after all. When you waved the last goodbye, how you wished time will be reversed and that you could have done something, anything, that would not have made the goodbye such a hard one. Regrets.

Bye bye Elissa, hope you'll have a great time at Australia! It'll not be an easy journey, but I wish you all the best and by the time you're back, you will still be the really nice girl I've always know.:) And perhaps, we'll have a mini heart-to-heart talk on the bus which we occasionally had like last time~

Au revoir~

OMM's Rach3 with HCSE

Our J1 last concert: L'arcenciel (photos both from Elissa ^^)

Everyone's got one

My dad said he's gonna get me an iPhone as my birthday present since my contract has ended, and he really did! Yeah, I know it's normal for almost everyone to own one now- businessmen, teachers, hairdressers, cleaners whatever you can think of. But it's by far the most idiot proof phone, compared to SII! (Really considered that too since Samsung is Chelsea's sponsor!) Haha. Android is hard to use though for a tech-idiot like me. I can't even use an iPhone properly. I activated the voice thingo in the middle of Econs lecture when I wanted to send a text. Yup, dumb.

Many kisses to you, pops. Now I can play so many cool games instead of the annoying quadropop. And I can finally use the blogger app instead of the pixelated one on the pad. Okay, that sounds gross. I mean iPad. AHAHA.

Hope the phone doesn't distract me from work since it's The Important Year. HAHA.

Shall go look for a pretty lil' purple case now~

Ps. I accidentally posted it on the sec 4 class blog! (too many blogs to managed) haha. Hope no one saw that. #noobshit

It's a quarter before 1

Lady Antebellum yeah~

Thank goodness my dad is asleep and I can watch Chelsea vs Wolves live!! But then the channel got suspended:( And while I was searching for a good one, since a lot are shit, Wolves scored.

This was the fifth time Chelsea lost the lead and I was about to cry (Yes, it's that dramatic. I was worried sick!)

Anyway, did I say that Ramires' goal was superb? Oh I didn't. Heh. It was good play! Really deserving for him!! (He's like the fastest runner that all the Chelsea players named him in their fantasy 4x100 relay team!) And the celebration was so heartwarming. ^^ The players chased towards the bench for a combined group celebration with AVB. Really adorable, especially Luiz who kept jumping and cheering with his fluffy hair. HA.

Celebration with the bench!

Then that bloody Wolves have to score.

Then, as always, SUPER FRANK DID IT AGAIN. This is such a traumatic experience for me whenever I watch live stream and to see Lampard save our blushes. But hey, it's a good thing that they win everytime I watch! And when I didn't, they either draw or lose. Damn, this is so stressful and I'm becoming as superstitious as Terry. :/ But this can't last, A levels this year :(

But anyway, all thanks to Lampard that I can have a good sleep now. Plentiful kisses for you again, my super Frank!!:) He may be ageing, but he's not yet done!!:) Of course, I plan to see him for many years on, when I finally get to visit Stamford Bridge to tell him I love him (as well as Georgie).

Torres finally get to play the whole game, and I dare say he did pretty well. So proud of him ^^ And Mata, Ramires too. Well, we are slowly regaining back our form!

A not bad match.

"Chelsea today against Wolves: 17 shots (7 on target), 84% (494/590) passing, 64.9% possession, 24 crosses, and 3 VERY needed points!" Matthew Alrick Brown

It's the start of a whole new year. ;)

Changed (again)

This wallpaper cool not! Was checking out pretty London photos while looking for a better blogskin. And found this! It's really cute :)

ME ME ME!!

Pretty cool eh!

Whoa, imagine this, walking at this pretty night with Georgie  <3

Doodles of all my London loves

If I could just make a 1000 wishes upon a star, would my London dream come true?

The pictures damn pretty can! Have been longing to go see London because of Chelsea. Love its vibrant city life and culture, its beautiful and scenic views... and I don't care if it rains often, it beats the humid weather here!

Love UK lots.

Can I cry? :'(

Chelsea, why you do this to me?? :((( Back-to-back draws with average teams, Wigan and Fulham, and worse, NO clean sheets. Every goal against is like a prick in my heart and I begin to feel uneasy about AVB's future. I don't want him to leave just yet, but I'm afraid Roman may lose his patience. I became accustomed to Chelsea experiencing a bad patch during the end of the year and soon after, the manager will be sacked, such as Ancelotti and Scolari, so starting to worry is a habit now. 

Sigh. To add on, Chelsea lost AT HOME AT HOME AT HOME to Aston Villa yesterday. WTH. Drogba scored a penalty (since Lampard was on the bench :/) and we didn't manage to secure our lead (again) and let them draw, followed by two winning goals. O.M.G. You can just guess how shock (and heart pain) I felt when I saw the full time results. It's the leaky defence.

It was worse than Man United's, who let in 6 goals against Man City that time. (This time they lost 3-2 to Blackburn. Similar plight.) We should have made use of this golden chance to at least close up on Man U right! But we didn't.

I seriously don't know what's wrong, but my first resolution would be to see Chelsea regain their form, and hopefully, flair as well. (Passive resolutions are allowed right?)

CSBassists ♥

CSBassists '07-'11 (Left to right: Me, Hsu Chieh, Hannah, Vanessa and Chong Ning)

It was CSB's farewell and Vanessa the current SL decides to pon farewell and invited the whole section to East Coast Park instead. Ah so honoured, she invite me too! Haha :P Quite a smart idea since you don't have to wreck your brain to come up with a performance to embarrass yourself! I remember I did Beauty and the Beast for Debbie and the juniors performed some Chelsea match, which they lost to Man U. Don't have to guess what I used the ball for after they finished...

We went from Bedok together and one of the tubist junior, Yuky, came too!

Our bus trip to ECP was spent on catching up. So many things happening at Cedar! As usual, subject combinations are always the worry. Hope Hsu Chieh does well for her O's!!:) And the juniors were making fun of me because I 'broke the trend' of taking Double Science in our section LOL. Quite true, since Sherri, Debbie, Hsu Chieh, Hannah, Vanessa and Sarah are all taking double science. I stick out like a sore thumb (is that the expression?). It's a sad thing that I can't do much for Humanities 'cept for Geography.

We walked past VS on the way and we couldn't figure out the underpass to ECP then, so I suggested going to the VS receptionist and ask, "We're from Cedar, you know Victoria-Cedar Alliance? Tell us the  way to ECP." Of course, include flicking of hair. And the juniors said, shut up lah, you wear I <3 HC shirt eh!
Haha, forgotten about that! But we managed to find it in the end. And Vanessa (or it was Hannah?) calls it the underbridge LOL. It looked like some rapists hangout area anyway. HAHA.

At ECP's Macs

We had lunch at Mac's first since most of us were hungry while waiting for me. (Heh, I was late cos I couldn't find any shirt. Ever woke up in the morning and not having anything to wear? Yeah, it's this exact moment.)

Lunch was mainly talking about Cedar's politics, aka the teachers and the principal. HAHA. Turns out that there's a new VP! I wonder how many are there already... The teachers are always our favourite topics since Cedar's ones are really interesting and fun to talk about haha. Plus the juniors received their new timetable and were checking who're their teachers.

CSBassists~

Hsu Chieh insisted on posing with the vball which I had strongly objected. LOL.

Taken by the Chong Ning paparazzi company haha.

The beach outing was really fail. Vanessa brought a volleyball and only Hannah wanted to play, and they gave up after 15 mins. While I taught my noob juniors how to play Tai Di (don't know how to spell it) with Vanessa's retarded Spongebob cards. The two Sec 1 juniors (Chong Ning and Yuky) kept asking what comes after what. I couldn't remember how many times I facepalm-ed myself. 

We didn't get to play bridge in the end :(( because everyone got bored of the beach and Hannah badgered us to go Parkway instead. 

On the way, we stopped at a basketball court to make good use of the vball. Hannah was damn pro in shooting :O and we played captain's ball, which was damn pathetic since there was only 3 per team LOL. And my team with Hannah and Yuky won! HAHA.

Our last stop @Sogurt which we took a lot of photos cos Hannah kept telling us to camwhore since Chong Ning's camera said ≈800 shots left. 

We took turns banging each other HAHA.

Our favourite pose: The Single Lady. Paying homage to Ahem, who was our main gossip topic.

Aiyo, Hsu Chieh always cannot keep her eyes opened.

Chong Ning brought her homework here (last week already eh!) and kept asking us to help her do and we can't be bothered as we camwhore HAHA!

Can't remember who were saluting to and Hannah said we're doing the SNSD LOL.

Hannah is always telling funny stuff and has really retarded expressions. Cannot stop laughing at her :D

Hannah said one of her friend saw a really old uncle, with a few teeth missing, riding a bike with a straw hat. And he exclaimed to his mom, "Scarecrow!!" OMG, I almost died laughing. But I forgotten the other epic one. :(

Hsu Chieh said the HC shirt was dedicated to her. Pfft. And I posed with one of her love letters HAHA.

<3

A proper one this time!

:)

OH SINGLE LADY~

The awesome day ended with a concert date with Hsu Chieh (since Grace pangseh-ed me) to Lionel's Phil Youth Concert!

11S7A (Me, Lionel, Tianning, Jieyi and Jiawen)

It was pretty good except that the first piece Bolero wasn't that... well, perhaps they weren't warmed up yet! As Ms Sia always said, it's easier to play loud than soft. True. So the soft solos were quite nervous...

But the Shostakovich's Jazz Suite was beautifully played! :D The Waltz No. 2 was damn majestic and awesome :)

This pretty epic one! LOL-ed when I saw this video. But they were good, pity the guys who have to play the melody though! HAHA.

And they played YIDDISH DANCES!! It was the band seniors' SYF '07 piece and it sounded really good ^^ Plus their encore was great. A really familiar piece but I just can't recall the name!

All in all, I love this day.